Wednesday, April 27, 2005
my first syf had to end like that. we were all aiming for the gold with honours. bahh. it's ok. we'll get the gold with honours in 2007! 2 yrs more. by then i'll be sec 4. hard to imagine me being sec 4 isn't it? so sad. by then there won't be any more seniors to bully.
anyway. to raffles strings: you all rock no matter what! yayy! luv all of you! whee.
syf yesterday was seriously quite exciting. as in. duhh. that was my first syf! and i luv our attire! i think we looked the best of all the schools there. *ego* but it's true. hah. but what was freaky was that on stage, the sound just dissipated into the air. sighs. ms ku said we sounded kinda shaky. i think i sort of agree. as in. we didn't play as well as our previous rehearsals.
and i think we sounded nice in the tuning room. seriously. especially respighi. i dunno why i especially like that piece. it's so nice! haha.
and i think all of us were very happy that we were allowed to stay for the results after all. yayy. ms khoo is quite nice after all. :) and then before the results were announced, all of us were super hyper. lol. i was bouncing around. and i took 3 camera-phone pics. one with denise, another with deanna[my wonderful standpartner who's as crazy as me] and wanqin, my dear fellow librarian.
so i supposed all of us were very disappointed when the results were announced. like duhh. sighs. i seriously felt like crying lah. and i think everyone else did too. hmm. wonder how lijia can laugh and cry at the same time. and wanqin! don't be so sentimental already...let's look forward to our august concert!
ms khoo was being very nice about it when we were discussing about syf this afternoon. oh wells. but i think we seriously sounded very nice on the recording! respighi! oh man. it's so expressive! and touching! although there were some articulation problems here and there. lol. and we did play quite soulfully. i think. we didn't exactly play that badly. yay.
and. i can't remember who's the person who said my make up wasn't dark enough. oh man. so i added some more. and then look what happened. ended up looking like a china doll.
but anyway. that wasn't really very important.
if only we had got the gold with honours. not that it means everything of course, but still, it would be a nice way to end syf right. sighs.
as for public speaking today. don't talk to me about it ever again. sucks. i'm so pissed. and i'm not pissed that my group lost. sure. there're lots of losers out there. what i'm pissed at, is that others look down on us. as though they're really big deal or something.
i've never seen this side of 212 before. oh wells.
ok. enough. time to cool down. bahh.
why are things like that? :(
